Crystena

Just Thinking........

Mon, 18 Jul 2011 01:16:42 -0400

Erick’s always making me happy. And tho we do have our bickers and little arguments, i know he will continue to be my everything. We’ve come so far through the years. And we’re not kids anymore. We’re grown with a kid. (Elijah:-) And i want to have him grow up in a steady home. Erick is already doing a great job by supporting us. We’re making a awesome living. And we’ll be stationed in North Carolina soon. Which i’m looking forward to. But i also wanna quit the cussing. And the cigarettes, and my mood swings. Anything that might bring negativity to the household, i want out by the time we move. I just gotta figure out how ima get there i guess. I wanna go to a trade school and study nursing. I need more then my damn Associates Degree. Maybe i should go for a Bachelors? I dunno. But within this next week, i’ll have it figured out… I hope :-)

Alot of people ask me...

Thu, 07 Jul 2011 01:21:00 -0400

… “how do u do it? having a son, and being a full time mom?” And i simply tell them, i dunno what i would do if i didnt have my son. He’s my life.. and my world revolves around my him and my husband. they both give me this incredible purpose in life. I love my family. Without them i think i’d still be wondering, and trying to figure out what i was meant to do with my life. They gave me my answer.

Introduction

Wed, 06 Jul 2011 01:05:02 -0400

I’m Crystena, I’m 21 years old. I guess I’m Starting this tumblr so i can release thoughts and feeling from my mind. I do a lot of think and pondering on life. And my life has changed so much in the last couple of years. I married my awesome Husband Erick, who is my everything. He’s in the Army doing his 2nd part of training call “A.I.T.” And we’ll be stationed in North Carolina soon. Which is going to be an exciting Adventure! We both had our son Elijah Gabriel November 4th, 2010. He is the best. He just turned 8 months old yesterday. And while my husband is still training i’m all alone with Elijah at home. Waiting for the Stationing Date. Elijah always fills my days up with plenty to do and so much fun. So im happy that i have him here with me. And looking at him always reminds me of Erick. Not that i dont talk to Erick everyday, cuz i do. lol. He Skypes and calls and textes me all the time. Which i love. Because during his Combat training, all we could do was write letter back and fourth. So getting to hear his voice and talk to him and see him is amazing. You take alot of things like that for granted until ur loved ones r gone, ya know? Well, i could say a bunch, but this is just an intro, so if ur reading, u’ll get to know me as i blog more. I’ve never had a blog before, so this is all new for me. lol. give me time. :-)

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Wed, 06 Jul 2011 00:55:37 -0400